So I need to stop conquering the mole hills like they were the mighty Colorado mountains. Why do I seek out discord where there is none? Am I so conditioned to be attuned to the ever so loud thump of the other shoe falling that I can’t listen to the incredible music all around me? I need to stop it. Right now. I have come across one of the best things to happen to me and I feel so scared. It’s the littlest things I am making into a big ordeal. I wish I could reason this out. Is there was some obvious reason for turning nothing into something? I know I am abnormally sensitive. I know I am really intense. I feel these things to my core. Sometimes I hate it. Sometimes I am blessed for these attributes.
I don’t want to mess this up. I have been through the frogs, the toads, the venomous scorpions. I have survived the unpredictability of a raging alcoholic. I deserve goodness. I have to keep repeating this. Everyday. Until I actually believe it. Every single day.
Have you ever had to remind yourself of the goodness that you so deserve? Did it work? Can you actualize goodness just by finally believing it?
Please share your experience.
Thanks and have an amazing evening!